Jerkdom

This'll be my blog that I use to write about myself. Simple as that. I'm kind of sick of pretending that my personal, private shortcomings and misgivings are the huge problem that they are. Really, I'm kind of happy to be human. That said, I think this will serve as a rather cathartic way of me dealing with the shitty stuff I've done / probably will do. This isn't an apology, nor is it an excuse. Its me writing because I don't know how to be myself anymore without telling people about it. I don't want to hide behind my personality anymore, and I do want to get a lot off of my chest, post by post. Sick of thinking I'm awesome without giving myself reasons to know it. Sick of hating things about myself without some sort of verification that others both hate that same thing about themselves and hate that thing about me. And frankly, I can't keep doing guest posts on my friends blogs to feel vindicated. So here it is, my attempt at self-loathing coupled with my inability to truly loath myself. It may get ugly. Good. Great. Fuck it.